“Santa?” I ask. “Or should I hold your dear deer while you complete your work? I mean, the Reindeer?” I looked at the oddly angry animal pecking right at me to which I simle and say, “ Why should you take in all the Christmas glory with your beautiful appearence, while the poor little Santa just work huh? ” I wink at Santa asking him to clamber down those chimneys while I promise to hold his dear Reindeer for him.
As he leaves me behind with his sledge and the goodly animal, I wonder how he manages to grow chubby year by year, from December to December. With his silver white beard touching his hip he hops down the chimney where he places the gifts near the beautifully decorated fir.
“The beautifully decorated fir-trees are the heart of beauty in any house, Santa” I speak to the lonely dark sky which is painted blue with millions of speckled dots over them. “These trees are now decorated with all gifts,stars and candles that would delight any kid for that matter of fact, and their dark-green branches murmur the Christmas hymns ever since they were planted in the house.”
“Santa, wouldn’t it be aweome if even I get my dear Christmas present ? ” I ask as he comes outta the roof. “And all I want is a tiny little ride along with you in delivering the gifts “, I say. Hugging me into furry cap and kissing me with his rosy lips he said, I could. And then, we few past the houses and across the forests of fir from one house to the other. Oh! How the sound of world sleeping below seems so glories at this every moment, except for an angel-face shines gladly down from every golden star.
As the music reaches my ears, there I see her, an Angel carrying a boat of dreams along with her which leans and trimmers due to the weight of those dreams that she attempts to carry till their cot every night. “Oh! Poor sailor, please stir her well” I shout back the dear Reindeer.
As I peep in at the skylight, I see the moon sheds tender twilights across the dark telling me its almost time now and the snowflakes began to shower down at us, and I fear if someone set this on purpose for our team was so fast. “Take care, Santa. Don’t fall down” I scream as we got down the roof to continue our mission.
As we completed our day’s task and were to leave, we saw him. A tiny boy crying by side the window seeing the Santa! And there went the chubby hero to protect the little heart. “Though you behavior is crusty, you still have a good heart. Your eyes glisten when you see anyone sad my dear. So here’s your gift for making people happy” , said the dear little Santa as he handed over his gift to him.
Chirrup! Chirrup! There we heard a patter of soft footsteps and clatter of a child’s voice. “Speed up Reindeer”, I heard dear Santa scream as we moved up the hill.! “Merry Christmas, little people” I heard him say as the joy-bells rang in every steeple. And in this way, I’ve had my own sweet will come true.!
Friday, December 24, 2010
Thursday, December 23, 2010
A new story ;)
Here is a warning before you start reading it further. This post is really very lenghty and huge.! Longest of all i have ever posted.! If you have patience you can read it. And its a love story. Complete love story. So spare me if you'r not a love bug..!
And I dedicate this post to only person who wanted me to write this.! I hope that person enjoys it as much while reading it.
“Gloomier day with even gloomier people around”, she thought scanning the crowd wondering what’s with them as they all looking at her. Irritated she sat down under the tree and opened her copy of “Particle Chemistry” and began reading it. Just then, he came and sat beside her.
“Hey Anne, what’s with you?” he asked her as if he exactly knew what was troubling her. She was expecting him to come there. May be a little latter but he was quick enough to find her. Sighing, almost to herself she said: “Uh huh, Luke. Nothing at all.”, She replied back not looking at him. Not looking at him while she spoke made it very clear that she was lying.
“Spill the beans baby, you aren’t smart enough to lie to me” he said with a twinkle in his eye. He leaned forward and took her hand in his and kissed her fingers one by one. He knew it was one such a habit that thrilled her always. She leaned back and rested her head on his shoulder to comfort herself. “Stay with me always, will you?”, she asked him helplessly staring at his hazel eyes which looked back at her with the same intensity as it did the first time they met.
Pulling her rather more close to himself, he played with her fingers. “Not a chance honey, I want you all for myself”, saying this he drew himself close enough that he could now feel her breath on his chest. Bending down, he kissed her enough till it lingered his lips. Then looking back at those beautiful eyes he almost got lost in them.
“Luke? We’re be late for the ball if you keep staring at me this way” she said almost laughing bringing him back to his senses.
“I’ll be waiting in the dorm for you, Anne.” He said with a smug in his face that said almost everything.
“You seem to take every damn advantage of we being the prefects, Luke. We share a common room together and you know every one envy’s us, don’t you.?” She spoke ruffling his hair.
“I do. And let them be. It doesn’t bother me. You please get dressed fast, I can’t wait to see you in the gown” he said pulling her off her feet so she could face him. They held their hands together and walked past everyone through the dorm to the common room they own being prefects.
The common room the prefect's owned, had two doors on the either side, with their names engraved on the doors. With a huge bookshelf that stood right in the centre, and there stood a chimney where they could warm themselves from the bitter cold. Luke, being a guy he got a room which was painted blue. In the centre sat a huge circular bed which had a black linin over it. On the dark Persian blue wall, stood a huge guitar that personified his personality. While on the other side, Anne’s room was painted purple that reflected her purity and feminine nature. Her rectangular bed had the same similar purple bed spread. Her room was rather decorated with a number of her own paintings she ever drew in her time time.
“Anne? How long will it take.?”, asked Luke maybe for the hundredth time that evening.
“Uh Luke, I may get a little more late. Don’t mind please go check the arrangements till then” she replied back from the closed door that read “Anneliese”.
“Anne, the ball’s gonna begin in half an hour. Please make it fast dear. I’ll be waiting for you in the hall”. Having said this he left the common room.
Still not satisfied with the dress she wore, she began to dig her shelf for another dress that could please her this evening. After digging the whole shelf into the bed, she found it. A black plain off-shoulder gown that exactly showed off her sexy figure. She wore a little make up and pulled her hair into a bun leaving a little strands of hair fall on her face. Finally, pleased with herself she walked outta the room.
After getting outta the common room, she found every guy starting at her. There was nothing to doubt that, she looked at most sexy and even she knew it. All she wanted to see was Luke’s reaction seeing her. And to just know that, she walked past everyone towards the great hall. Even though she was walking, her eyes were eagerly searching for the only one she ever loved.
Petrified by her beauty and elegance, he stood there staring into her brown eyes. “You..You..You look BE-AU-TI-FUL” he blurted out.
She smiled at him. Walked towards him, and took him by her hand. “common, my prince. Everyone’s waiting for us.” She whispered .
“ Not so early, my dear. Not until I get the price for having being so patient” he teased her moving his hands up and down her arm. Leaning forward he surprised her planting a playful kiss on her lip.
“What was that for?” she asked equally surprised taking in his aroma.
“ That- was for me, price for being so patient”. Having said that he slipped in her arm into his and lead her through the crowd.
They were the first to start the ball that night. He moved her in small circles moving his fingers playfully into her curls. “Anne, I never wanna stay without you.” He said looking into her eyes which reflected nothing but truth. She said nothing but just held him more closer to her and rested her head on his chest. They danced all night, holding the other. They were in the ball room till late midnight. Tired, they moved to their common room. To protect themselves from the freezing cold, Luke burnt a few logs in the fireplace and they sat there holding the other’s hands sharing the warmth.
She was sparkling golden because of the flames that kept the room warm. And she looked even more beautiful here he realized. He kept staring at her for a long time trying to absorb in everything. He leaned forward and brought her into a slow, deep kiss which grew into a hot, hungry kiss. They kissed till they struggled hard to breathe. Taking in air he again kissed her, but this time a slow and lingering kiss. He freed her hair off the bun letting it fall down her shoulder. He dug in fingers deep inside her hair and looked directly into her and spoke.
“Anne, I wanna make love to you” he whispered into her ear which brought in a million emotions. She held him close and whispered, “ No one’s stopping you my dear prince”.
“ No backing off my dear, not at all” he teased and he began kissing her eyes and check. He kissed her along her throat and when she moaned he glued his lips on to hers once again. She began undoing his button and threw it on the floor beside. She touched his bare chest with her palm and enjoyed his masculine presence. He scooped her in his arms and took her into his room. He brushed her arms slowly marvelling at how soft her skin felt. He cupped her face in his hands, kissed her deep. “I love you, Anne” he whispered and drove into her as she groaned with pleasure. She kept murmuring his name as she rested her head over his chest. She felt good. May be more than just good. She felt awesome being his, his completely. Tried and exhausted both fell asleep holding each other. As the morning sun came into the room, he got up to realize she was still asleep. He felt good seeing her asleep. He always slipped into her room early in the morning to see her sleep, but today it was something different. Today she was asleep on his bed, right beside him. And it somehow made him feel awesome. “I’ll do anything to just see you see you beside me when I am awake every moring, and its a promise my dear princess” he muttered to himself kissing her forehead.
As she woke up, she caught him looking at her. Seeing his shove this much love she felt satisfied. “ He is so perfect” she thought. “ Completely perfect and completely mine” leaning forward, she looked into those mesmerizing eyes of his. “I Love you, Luke” she said and he held her in his arms pleased with himself.
And I dedicate this post to only person who wanted me to write this.! I hope that person enjoys it as much while reading it.
“Gloomier day with even gloomier people around”, she thought scanning the crowd wondering what’s with them as they all looking at her. Irritated she sat down under the tree and opened her copy of “Particle Chemistry” and began reading it. Just then, he came and sat beside her.
“Hey Anne, what’s with you?” he asked her as if he exactly knew what was troubling her. She was expecting him to come there. May be a little latter but he was quick enough to find her. Sighing, almost to herself she said: “Uh huh, Luke. Nothing at all.”, She replied back not looking at him. Not looking at him while she spoke made it very clear that she was lying.
“Spill the beans baby, you aren’t smart enough to lie to me” he said with a twinkle in his eye. He leaned forward and took her hand in his and kissed her fingers one by one. He knew it was one such a habit that thrilled her always. She leaned back and rested her head on his shoulder to comfort herself. “Stay with me always, will you?”, she asked him helplessly staring at his hazel eyes which looked back at her with the same intensity as it did the first time they met.
Pulling her rather more close to himself, he played with her fingers. “Not a chance honey, I want you all for myself”, saying this he drew himself close enough that he could now feel her breath on his chest. Bending down, he kissed her enough till it lingered his lips. Then looking back at those beautiful eyes he almost got lost in them.
“Luke? We’re be late for the ball if you keep staring at me this way” she said almost laughing bringing him back to his senses.
“I’ll be waiting in the dorm for you, Anne.” He said with a smug in his face that said almost everything.
“You seem to take every damn advantage of we being the prefects, Luke. We share a common room together and you know every one envy’s us, don’t you.?” She spoke ruffling his hair.
“I do. And let them be. It doesn’t bother me. You please get dressed fast, I can’t wait to see you in the gown” he said pulling her off her feet so she could face him. They held their hands together and walked past everyone through the dorm to the common room they own being prefects.
The common room the prefect's owned, had two doors on the either side, with their names engraved on the doors. With a huge bookshelf that stood right in the centre, and there stood a chimney where they could warm themselves from the bitter cold. Luke, being a guy he got a room which was painted blue. In the centre sat a huge circular bed which had a black linin over it. On the dark Persian blue wall, stood a huge guitar that personified his personality. While on the other side, Anne’s room was painted purple that reflected her purity and feminine nature. Her rectangular bed had the same similar purple bed spread. Her room was rather decorated with a number of her own paintings she ever drew in her time time.
“Anne? How long will it take.?”, asked Luke maybe for the hundredth time that evening.
“Uh Luke, I may get a little more late. Don’t mind please go check the arrangements till then” she replied back from the closed door that read “Anneliese”.
“Anne, the ball’s gonna begin in half an hour. Please make it fast dear. I’ll be waiting for you in the hall”. Having said this he left the common room.
Still not satisfied with the dress she wore, she began to dig her shelf for another dress that could please her this evening. After digging the whole shelf into the bed, she found it. A black plain off-shoulder gown that exactly showed off her sexy figure. She wore a little make up and pulled her hair into a bun leaving a little strands of hair fall on her face. Finally, pleased with herself she walked outta the room.
After getting outta the common room, she found every guy starting at her. There was nothing to doubt that, she looked at most sexy and even she knew it. All she wanted to see was Luke’s reaction seeing her. And to just know that, she walked past everyone towards the great hall. Even though she was walking, her eyes were eagerly searching for the only one she ever loved.
Petrified by her beauty and elegance, he stood there staring into her brown eyes. “You..You..You look BE-AU-TI-FUL” he blurted out.
She smiled at him. Walked towards him, and took him by her hand. “common, my prince. Everyone’s waiting for us.” She whispered .
“ Not so early, my dear. Not until I get the price for having being so patient” he teased her moving his hands up and down her arm. Leaning forward he surprised her planting a playful kiss on her lip.
“What was that for?” she asked equally surprised taking in his aroma.
“ That- was for me, price for being so patient”. Having said that he slipped in her arm into his and lead her through the crowd.
They were the first to start the ball that night. He moved her in small circles moving his fingers playfully into her curls. “Anne, I never wanna stay without you.” He said looking into her eyes which reflected nothing but truth. She said nothing but just held him more closer to her and rested her head on his chest. They danced all night, holding the other. They were in the ball room till late midnight. Tired, they moved to their common room. To protect themselves from the freezing cold, Luke burnt a few logs in the fireplace and they sat there holding the other’s hands sharing the warmth.
She was sparkling golden because of the flames that kept the room warm. And she looked even more beautiful here he realized. He kept staring at her for a long time trying to absorb in everything. He leaned forward and brought her into a slow, deep kiss which grew into a hot, hungry kiss. They kissed till they struggled hard to breathe. Taking in air he again kissed her, but this time a slow and lingering kiss. He freed her hair off the bun letting it fall down her shoulder. He dug in fingers deep inside her hair and looked directly into her and spoke.
“Anne, I wanna make love to you” he whispered into her ear which brought in a million emotions. She held him close and whispered, “ No one’s stopping you my dear prince”.
“ No backing off my dear, not at all” he teased and he began kissing her eyes and check. He kissed her along her throat and when she moaned he glued his lips on to hers once again. She began undoing his button and threw it on the floor beside. She touched his bare chest with her palm and enjoyed his masculine presence. He scooped her in his arms and took her into his room. He brushed her arms slowly marvelling at how soft her skin felt. He cupped her face in his hands, kissed her deep. “I love you, Anne” he whispered and drove into her as she groaned with pleasure. She kept murmuring his name as she rested her head over his chest. She felt good. May be more than just good. She felt awesome being his, his completely. Tried and exhausted both fell asleep holding each other. As the morning sun came into the room, he got up to realize she was still asleep. He felt good seeing her asleep. He always slipped into her room early in the morning to see her sleep, but today it was something different. Today she was asleep on his bed, right beside him. And it somehow made him feel awesome. “I’ll do anything to just see you see you beside me when I am awake every moring, and its a promise my dear princess” he muttered to himself kissing her forehead.
As she woke up, she caught him looking at her. Seeing his shove this much love she felt satisfied. “ He is so perfect” she thought. “ Completely perfect and completely mine” leaning forward, she looked into those mesmerizing eyes of his. “I Love you, Luke” she said and he held her in his arms pleased with himself.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
A story of an abstract
Bright,colourful and nothing less than what one was imagining it to seam like. With all the figures jumping into life., some were circles, while there were triangles and polygons trying to make their very existance alive it was getting diffucult to understand what was happening. A blend of blue and green told it all. They were the best to compliment each other they told, and will show case the best. May be they really did.
"Huh., whats this?" , he asked me looking almost surprised with my painting.
"Eh.? This.? Well, its a hexagon" i replied wondering whats really wrong with his head
"well,I know its that. I asked what does it imply in your painting.?", he told half convencing himself.
"Oh. wait till i'm completly done, can you?" i replied and got back to my painting glad to have some time to actually wonder what the hell was i drawing.
What is it,I wondered. I still dint get it completely. What the hell am I gonna to tell to all those who ask me what does my sketching signify..!Being honest, it just had nothing in it. Just a mix of few bright colours, a few symbols and shapes and a little brain to put them right. And there I was, With my master piece.!! (Or atlest i thought it was).
"But what am I gonna tell any one who asks me what the hell does it signify?", I wondered. And just then i thought of it."There is a guitar, tune that plays outta it, and, and people dancing and a few crazy math symbols and figures", I recollected sitting and staring at the abstract i drew. "So what.? what next.?"
It was then I decided I would tell anyone who came by and approached me about the painting that it was an abstract that shows how one dances to maths when he finds it as easy as a tune thats played on a guitar.. "Yeah. this is right" i decided and then I handed it over pleased with myself..
And who ever wondered that some peice of an art that looked no less than the effect of math in the taree zameen par style would win the competition..? Not me.! But I won it..And somehow I am pleased with myself after ages.! Feels good to see it all happen .. And this is it., A story of an abstract..
Monday, December 13, 2010
A letter to nobody
Here I sit all to myself where the weather is gloomy but the people around are even more gloomy..! nothing is actually interesting me these days and I’m really BUGGED to be real short. Looking at the almost grayish tee(at least to my eyes), I wondered what that person meant by calling it a “bottle green tee”.
Yet, everything seems so awesome about that tee. Maybe., just maybe that person who sent it to me knew it pretty well that it’s the only thing that’ll make me happy. And yeah,they just did it. “Life is sexually transmitted and terminal”, and I really wonder what did that mean..! ;) Whatever it is., I’m trying my best to find happiness from all the tiniest things. My semesters are DONE and the worst part is that it just doesn’t seam so. I wanna enjoy yet I donno what to do so I can feel better. I’m irritated I’m feeling jobless at home. I just have nothing at all to work or do. Read your subjects ,says dad as if I have been given holidays for that damn thing atm. I have to enjoy god damn it..! wonder if anyone will at least understand.!
“Mr.Loneliness ,(she screamed out to the gloomy weather so loud hoping that anyone will listen to her)
Sir,I am all irritated. I donno if this is because I’m missing chmiley way too much that i'm totally downed in it or is it because I’m bugged people don’t give me, my damn freedom. Everything seams to be frustrate me, Sir. More than anything I’m feeling real lonely sir. Who can know this better than you, yourself.? I just somehow missing talking to him, its been almost a week since I last spoke to him, sir. I planned to write a story sir, like you know. But somehow I’m too sad to even write it. Its sorta taking everything outta me. Tears roll down my eyes for god knows what reason.
And sir, I hate it when people take me for granted. And its pretty sad that my dear busy bee is doing it. Is he ignoring me.? Maybe not. He is just taking me for granted! And this is something I hate the most. Yet, know what’s hurting me the most sir? It’s the feeling I’m having atm. I feel so useless and I donno what exactly am I supposed to do to get rid of this feeling. I’m missing everything. And I feel as if everything is being taken away from me.
It’s a humble request from me to you, Mr.Loneliness, that you please take this feeling away from me. Sir, I have promised someone very dear to me that I’l never be sad. But sadly it isn’t working now. Its my request to you that if you help me reduce this feeling, I can keep up my promise of always being happy and smiling sir.
I don’t like tears my self sir, I freak at any one who has them in their eyes and I give a damn to them. I don’t wanna do the same to myself sir, I don’t want any one think I’m useless and that I cry for every damn thing. Sir, I don’t cry for every small thing. When things get really out of control and I just can’t take them anymore I get irritated. When this irritation increases beyond myself creating problems to others, I start crying so that I control myself sir. Please do understand my situation sir. Its my humble request. I hope you’l listen to it at the earliest.
Yours faithfully,
A lil gurl who lost her smile”
After having finished the letter, she cried cursing herself for having done it. Yet, she had no other choice than doing this. She wanted to cry out to her hearts and feel better for she thought this was the only way to do. She neither wanted to scream at others nor did she want to blame any one else. *sigh*. All she wanted Is to getting back all that she missed, people she missed. She wanted to at least smile once whole heatedly for she is tired taking this any longer now.
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