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I always thought that im am really very strong.,...Untill I realized last night that I am so useles.! We happened to play ..The actual playing like how one used to do when they were kids..Man we were all so useles.! It was then that i realised how useless we all were.! We hardly played for about 15 mins to realize that we were panting and dying to get enough oxygen.!But it was fun.! It was fun To feel like kids.,to again experience those innocence.,those fun we had.,to feel how diffucult they are now.!I never happend to enjoy this way.! Not so much atlest.!It was something more.! Something huge.! And something very exciting.!We played hide and seek(the one which can nevr be forgotten).freeze and melt.,blind flod.,cake cut(yeah.! right.! the same thing.! you heard me right).,Seven stones., lock and key.(how can i even forget that)..! It was too much and i am cherishing evry moment of it.!
Phew.! Finally.! Here I am.!! Where.?!? I am here in the digital library.! Kool place from where I can post my blog nah.!? I so missed Bloggind these days.! Days are gloomy and I am rather even more Gloomy.!! I tend to live on Chat,Coke and biscuits these days..I donno whats really happening to me actually.! I get irritated very fast and I am acting really stupid as well., although i donno the reason to all this myself..HUH..! sad life i say.,it really is sad.! Trust me.! Screaming at everyone for i dont find anything else impotrtant to do..Its sometimes not that easy aswell.! And yet again i am Misssing every one.! Yeah yeah.! Everyone again.!

More than anything im waiting for the hollidays.! I just want some peace.! I wanna have some mental peace! Im all exhausted taking all these now.! Not any more.! I want some time all for myself now.! The more i think about this the more i feel like crying,! Friendship always meant something very special to me.. And my friends always had that special position.. I cant live without them and this is for certain.! I rely on their shpulders for every single bit of work.! The more they are close to me., the more i feel secure.! Yeah i really am this way.! FML.! I so hate this in a way.!

I am tired of hearing lectures now.! I am tired of running every morning so that my math sir a few minutes late,I am so tired making people realise they are wrong ( their perception about me is wrong),I am tired of doing those never ending assignments.!I wanna have a break now.! And yeah i will get that At last from tomorrow.!Finally.!! ADIOS hostel for 10 days.1 gonna enjoy at home., food cook by mum.,Shopping and movies., masti.! wow.! I just cant wait any longer now.!!