dear DADA..

Dear dada.,


You have always been so kind and good to me yet i somewhere feel i never was up-to the mark..Dad,i know you aren't the person you were once upon a time..Your no longer a man whose always mad at every person..You have changed.. At least when it comes to your family members,when it comes to me you aren't that way..I'm a pampered kid like Remus says..You give me every damn thing before i even ask for it..I asked you for a cell phone., and you bought me one that cost Rs.10,000..I told i am tired of traveling in buses., you bought me a new vehicle..I told you i want new top for my farewell and you gave me 2000bucks.. That's really very sweet of you dad., it really is..I can see that you are doing all this because your feel awful that you were very rude back that time when i was a kid..What ever you did then wasn't intentional yet it had an effect on me.. I know you love me dad..But i feel so guilty that I am not being like how im supposed to be..I'm still scared of you dad..I'm still scared if you will scream at me the way you used to..Every time i see how friendly my friends are with their fathers., it hurts to see that we aren't able to be the same..I curse fate so much that i couldn't play with you the way they did..I feel so bad that i don't have any memories in which,you and I are in one team and we are against mum..! But dad one thing is for certain.,I love you..No matter what i will always love you..I may not show it out that i do., yet i do..A very happy Father's day dad.. :)


- Tonks