D.E.P.R.E.S.S.E.D

Whats really wrong with me..?I'm into AIEEE..!!I prayed so much that i should get into it..Now that im in., why am i not happy..!?!?! I so wanted a seat it in AIEEE..!I even did..! What..? 6812..? Is that a rank..?Damn..!I so hate this..!May be this is the only reason,im unable to face anyone..Can't be proud..!Mom,I'm so sorry..!I dint keep keep up your hopes.!Makes me feel so bad.., it so is.!