Wonder what in the world am i doing here after almost 6
months. its surprising to see how everything has changed in the due course of
just 6 months. its just looks like yesterday and *swish* we are in a total
different era. a lot has changed in these 6 months. some for good, some for
better. i have been hit hard, but yeah it also gave me the strength to stay
stronger. They say the toughest part in life is not just moving away, but it is
the part when you work things out in such a way that you learn to live it. I haven’t
been a person who would understand or appreciate this part, but there always a
few ppl in life who always make you realize it isn't that tough if you just
happen to try.
I have lost a few things in this while, found much more indeed.
In short, it all comes down to what you truly want. Life is full of choices you
make for yourself, all you need is a different
perspective of seeing things. Who knows, the one who always heard to all your
sorrows may be the one person who can keep you happy.? I have indeed been a
very lucky person I ought to say. for I was gifted with world's best ppl. These
lil angels, came into my life. Wiped the tears off and stayed by side being my
best support. Every time I am sad, they *swish* their magic wand and peel out
the sorrow from within and on the floor, just the way the star dust does. Who would
possibly believe in angels.? I do, and may be its because I truly believe they
exist and they watch down upon me.
It has been a roller-coaster ride and I loved every moment. It
had both up's and down's. the best being the down's where constantly giving me
reasons to be more happy. Its Christmas today, I don’t really have anything to
ask to Santa this time. For I believe he has sent his favourite angel down to
earth just for me. sometimes I really wonder what did I ever do to deserve so
much.? Makes me wonder why did this angel choose to help me outta all people. And
like they say., when you find the only person who is so caring you undoubtedly end
up hurting that person. I have been a worse challeg he probably has ever seen
and it kinda makes me feel guilty now. none would ever want to hurt another
person intentionally, but sometimes it scares me if I'm pushing it too far.
P.S.:
Dear Santa,
He is my lucky charm and I do truly adore him for what he is.
Please see that I don’t end up hurting him more. Please.
