being myself

Wonder what in the world am i doing here after almost 6 months. its surprising to see how everything has changed in the due course of just 6 months. its just looks like yesterday and *swish* we are in a total different era. a lot has changed in these 6 months. some for good, some for better. i have been hit hard, but yeah it also gave me the strength to stay stronger. They say the toughest part in life is not just moving away, but it is the part when you work things out in such a way that you learn to live it. I haven’t been a person who would understand or appreciate this part, but there always a few ppl in life who always make you realize it isn't that tough if you just happen to try.

I have lost a few things in this while, found much more indeed. In short, it all comes down to what you truly want. Life is full of choices you make for  yourself, all you need is a different perspective of seeing things. Who knows, the one who always heard to all your sorrows may be the one person who can keep you happy.? I have indeed been a very lucky person I ought to say. for I was gifted with world's best ppl. These lil angels, came into my life. Wiped the tears off and stayed by side being my best support. Every time I am sad, they *swish* their magic wand and peel out the sorrow from within and on the floor, just the way the star dust does. Who would possibly believe in angels.? I do, and may be its because I truly believe they exist and they watch down upon me.

It has been a roller-coaster ride and I loved every moment. It had both up's and down's. the best being the down's where constantly giving me reasons to be more happy. Its Christmas today, I don’t really have anything to ask to Santa this time. For I believe he has sent his favourite angel down to earth just for me. sometimes I really wonder what did I ever do to deserve so much.? Makes me wonder why did this angel choose to help me outta all people. And like they say., when you find the only person who is so caring you undoubtedly end up hurting that person. I have been a worse challeg he probably has ever seen and it kinda makes me feel guilty now. none would ever want to hurt another person intentionally, but sometimes it scares me if I'm pushing it too far.

 

P.S.:

 Dear Santa,

He is my lucky charm and I do truly adore him for what he is. Please see that I don’t end up hurting him more. Please.

Impressions..

You are no different than my shadow,
For you follow me all the way and make me believe I'm not alone.
Being the best part in one's life is difficult,
If it were any easy, everyone would do it.
You shared the brightest moments ,
Then you suddenly dissapear when I need you the most
Like they say People can change and so can a promise,
All we need to find, are the right people who
Can help us un-tie those knots that were left un touched
Stuffs break all the time,
The glass break,signal break,voices break, and so does the trust
Then we reach a stage where we eventually trust none but us
You wait till I am happy again,
then you walk back right into my life
and now it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.
And here I am, doing the things I said I wouldn't,
Running down the memory lane to re-capture every moment we spent.
You say all you want is another chance,
But this time I ain't giving in for nothing's ever gonna change..



*Sometimes we curse that even the good things are falling apart,
All we need to realize is that its for the better things to fall in together*



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