A new friend..

Apart from Neha., Viju and Akash.,I attempted to make other friends..Well, I gotta make for I stay in the hostel unlike them..These three tho simply rock..! I cant be without spending some time with these guys..So., i have my lunch in the canteen in order to spend some time with these people..Some how., I just cant stay without meeting them..Somehow..! These will remain the best part pof my life., I swear they will be there always..!Love you three.! :)

A new friend..Yeah I met her eventually as soon as I landed in my so-called hostel..But yeah were mere acquaintance then..Yeah., the "Hie-Bye" types..Its now that im a little close to them..Swathi.,Asha(Abhilasha).,Sam(Sameera).,Ms.Safedha Begham(swetha).,Vangudu(Vandhana) ,Akansha,shruti,aziz are my dear best buddies at hostel and college .. Those two days of total entertainment with Swathi is awesome..She is full of fun., completely down-to-earth and yeah really helpful if you need someone..She is always there to help her friends unconditionally with out expecting anything in return..This is something I really love about this gurl.!!She is a kid at heart and yeah sometimes she really speaks sensible stuff **surprising tho** :) ..Love yeah gurl.. ( : Trust me., I tend to trust her blindly..Yeah she is worth that though..And somehow., Our stories relate so much..We almost lead the same life., so I tend to get closer to her these days..And trust me., with her to keep banging my head., I actually sit and study everyday..! Thank you gurl.., I swear I owe you a lot..!

We are the **Athma Group** ..Started by Ms.Sameera Giving a name to "Vangudu(thadapthi athma)., and then here it cont..Abhilasha(dhukhi athma).,Swathi(uchalthi athma).,Shweta(Romantic athma).,Sameera(Joker athma).,,myself(Bukh-bukh athma),Akansha(Chuparistham athma),shruti.. Whatever it is., We have atmost fun., and yeah we leave no chance of pulling the other person's leg..! Thats the best part of the athma group..! And I swear i'm loving it..!And with friends like these I am sure I am gonna rock my 4 years of college life here in GITAM hyd.. Well., Now I realise that this place isn't that bad either.. Btw., our hostels are "Lake front hostels"., all thanks to the monsoon.. Now everything is sorta falling into its place.,so it brings me mental peace..I am very fine and quite happy with my friends in here..And where so its the question about my classmates.., None are are my friends except one..Wonder why everyone finds me "the gurl with attitude" where i try my best to communicate with them in Telugu which i seriously dunno..When I can do so much., cant they just understand..?Well., Whatever.. I love my "ATHMA GROUP" and for now that sorta enough i guess.! Its already late.. I beta sleep before dadda bangs my head off.. Adios..! :)

BANG.!BANG.!BANG.!!

"Get up you sleepy heads its almost 12 now..!!" screamed out abhilasha banging the door dragging us back to the reality from our dear dreamworld..
"WOW..!" can anything be worse than this I wondered..! Nope.! I was wrong..! This was just the beginning..! Staying back in the hostel during the holidays or weekends isn't not what i would choose..Yet., this time i did.! i stayed back in here along with swati,sameera and abhilasha.. And yeah i did enjoy both the days., in sense my weekend..! At least im supposed to study tomorrow.! Phew.! Though the food sucks in here..!! BIG TIME..! Paneer was salty., dal was extra spicy., and these cooks put that garlic in everything they can find..! Buggs me to the core..! And snacks.! How am i supposed to forget that..? GULAB JAMUN..! Don't be so glad.., it was too sweet and concentrated that we couldn't have it only..! And then., my dear cell phone..! Yeah my moto rocker is DEAD..!!
My dear cell is dead..! made me cry like hell today..! Yeah it is one useless piece yet i just loved it..After all its my first cell phone.. I will not throw it away tho.. Will miss yah.. Yeah im getting a new mob as well.. Nokia..! a better cell phone with even better features yet i will miss my first cell phone any day..!

So here I am., in my dear hostel room holding my lappy and enjoying the very moment..Dad., thanks a million for just giving me everything you felt i ever needed..!I promise to do justice for all that you are doing for me..! I promise..Siting in here., im am missing my friends like so much..Abhi.,Somi.,Shelly.,Rho im missing you people like hell.! Those long chats with Abhi.,Somi's dear advices.,Rho's scoldings.,those long drives and shopping with Shelly..Damn..! I'm missing everything..!This Hostel is great., friends are even better., yet i dono why i'm missing you guys to this extent..Yet., people i miss you..!

"Just checking weather you wake uped or not".,"I think you not me ra.".,"are you expression".,"I didn't wanted to sleep on his class"..WOW..! What an English..!WAh..! Damn you are making me mad..! getting me..?Wonder why did this person find me of all the people to talk with..!

GITAM UNIVERSITY( Hyderabad campus)- Never did i think i will ever get a tag i actually have here..In a way., im sort enjoying it as well.. :) but yeah., Im so used to Remus,D,Max and Jeni calling me "Shallz".,and "TL" by the rest that i almost forgot that my name is actually "Shalini".. Now hearing my name is sounding sorta weird..!yeah real weird.. ;) I tried running away from my so-called senior all day so I don't have face him.., but may be this isn't what destiny actually wants from me i guess.. This some guy tends to follow me everywhere i go..! And there it was.., finally.!I had no other choice than to tell him a big hie..*as if i never spotted him up till that very moment* I swear i so hate it.., yet i have no other go..I neither wanna talk to him., nor do i wanna ruin my so-called reputation further ignoring him..! Well., how else am i supposed to react else than this..?i get calls from every random idiot on earth that too when im actually supposed to be sleeping..! If One goes on like he wants to be my best friend., other says he is interested in me.,and other asks if im scared of him for im not replying to his msgs..Here it goes.,yet an other guy who wants me to grant him permission to save my number in his cell as my remembrance..This gets a biggest doubt in my tiny little brain., im still alive..Then what the hell did this guy mean by this huh..?.*in my remembrance*..Dude., Im still alive..! Very much alive.! Thank you..!.." i wonder if they really dont understand the very fact that i'm not interested in them.,well I doubt they dont..!" what ever it is., im trying my best to just adapt to this life style and lead my own individual life in here..Its just me and my life in here.,wonder how and when did i turn to be this., yet this is me now.! And pavvi., I really dono what you are upto..You are ruining your so-called life.. Not that it matters to me., just that i dint think you would stoop this low.!You have got one of the worst reputations one can ever get., no offense gurl., you are getting what you wanted..!Guys.,are sometimes double faced..They tend you be something in front of you and something else behind you..Same is the case with people your hanging around gurl..! Hope you understand this fact early.,which i actually doubt you will..What ever it is., I dont care..!

And Remus., me missing you a lot..! A lot..! And yeah.., my dear bro's. Max and D., im missing you guys as well.. Gonna send both you guys rakhi's., do accept them..I have never had bro's and you people are someone really special for you people made me realize what a bro is supposed to be like.. Thank you guys..

P.S: Missing you guys..Love you

haunting memories

Wonder whats it with people and their so-called perceptions.! Gurl., how low can stoop for mere attention..? Well., that's your god-damned problem so no offense.! What ever it is., dare you include me into any of those silly stupid crap.! You and your weird ideas., thanks but put it with you.! Wow., i just can't believe i god one such a tag in here( my college)..**The gurl with total attitude**.. Nice..! I likes.!! :) .. " Are you serious..? Nah you sure are kidding me..*laughs*..sorry *laughs* sorry.!" This was darling abhi's reaction when i told her about the tag i got in my dear college.. Well., be honest.,no one who knows me really well will accept to this statement.. Yeah for i throw Zero percent attitude on them. The rest., My dear Gitamites., i can't seriously help you if you think im one.! well., i have my own advantage in that as well..(sshh., busy bee and somi).. Other day when i was feeling horribly low because of the numerous crank calls and msgs from all weird people., it was somi who bought me back to my senses.!Yeah., she made me realize how foolish i was to weep over it feeling all horrible.!She made me realize how many positive points i have..! WOW gurl.., i still cant believe ..I'm not that use less after all.!Yeah now im all to myself., its my own world..! No one dares arguing with me in my class., they act as if im the most important person in the section.! Even tho im not the CR(class representative)., i find people looking at me for suggestions(This includes the so-called CR as well).. They think im most 'sensible' person in my section..!* yeah guys., i know you will ROTFL seeing this., but... its true * ..Wee., I am so enjoying this.! I love it when every one seams to show me importance., tends to notice everything i do..!Yeah everything.!people were much more interested in knowing how much i scored in my so-called practicals than knowing theirs..And I dare say.,half of them were so irritated that I got a full.! And I remember the "Dude., Get a life" look I gave them.. The thing i hated the most in people at my college- They tend to act as if they are only one's intelligent in the class.. What ever it is., I was pretty successful in Impressing all my teachers.! And at the moment only that matters.!Now,I have stuff to actually sort out..